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The true story of Amy Engel, who lived her whole life in seventeen years, her pragmatic, poet boyfriend Tom, and the vicious disease that both brought them together and took them apart.
$9.99 on Amazon
All proceeds from the sale of this book will go directly to the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society.
Book Release Speech - Dec 1, 2010 at Medjool in SF
Amy and I understood each other in a rare way, or at least she definitely knew me better than I knew myself. This book has taken on many forms since I started it in 2001. My young spirit desperately wanted it written down … for posterity? I can’t know. I was blind with affection, fear, and power. I started it when we were still full of hope. She was going to get better. I was going to Stanford and she was going to Berkeley—she had it all figured out.
When it became clear she wasn’t going to make it, I doubled down on the book. When she died, I became obsessed with publishing the book. It was my way of capturing her story and her life as well as my own.
- Tom Feulner